The Hammer
Ken Hamlin felt dizzy after the
hit. He sat on the turf under the roar of thousands cheering his brutalization
of Saints wide receiver Donte Stallworth. Stallworth’s helmet lay a few feet
away from him, and for a moment Hamlin thought Stallworth’s head was severed,
lying in a pool of blood under the glaring lights. Hamlin thought about what
he heard Junior Seau say, “If I can feel some dizziness, I know that guy is feeling double
that.” Hamlin got up with the help of fellow defensive back Marcus Trufant, who
yelled, “You knocked the shit outta him, cuz,” over the crowd. The Saints
training staff came over to help the cringing Stallworth to his feet. Hamlin went
over to make sure his victim still had his head. He wanted to say something to
Stallworth, but he bit his mouth guard instead. Their eyes met briefly as
Stallworth staggered off the field, a trainer under each arm. Stallworth’s
pupils dominated almost all of his eyes. Where Hamlin expected malice, he only
saw a dazed look. He wanted to see forgiveness in the empty stare, but it
wasn’t there.
The vicious hit was replayed
that evening on Sportscenter, and acted as an official proclamation of Hamlin’s
stardom. The Seahawks coaches fostered his dark passion for causing injury.
They nicknamed him “The Hammer” and the name was soon picked up by the Seattle
media. A legend was born.
A nine-year-old boy named Clyde
Donaldson and his friends found a body in Seward Park with several gunshot
wounds to the chest, his face fully intact and the same, they said, as the face
they saw on the news. When they led Seattle’s finest to the spot where they saw
the body—a two mile hike uphill through thick Seward Park forest—it was gone.
All they found was a spot of dark blood slowly washing away in the rain.
The brutality Hamlin displayed
on the field never bled into his “real” life until one
wet fall night in Seattle.
After a home win early in the
2005 season—a year after his hit on Donte Stallworth— Ken Hamlin and his
girlfriend began their departure from a downtown nightclub. Hamlin played well,
and his bruises were numb from the bath he took after the game. He tried to
shoulder past a tall man who seemed to intentionally block his path.
The man in his way was Troy
Williamson, the co-owner of a small local record label, Black Dahlia Records.
He had lost a promising young rap star who called himself Spaceman earlier that
day. Williamson was convinced that Spaceman’s gritty powerhouse song, “I Got
That” would push his label into the national spotlight. The song hadn’t been
released yet, but Williamson knew gold when he saw it. Whoever signed Spaceman
would lead their label to greatness. Williamson knew his window of opportunity
had closed on his fingers. Despite his efforts at control, the artist
ultimately controlled the product. Their art and their personalities were what
the fans paid for. Williamson had dreams of being a rapper in his younger
years, but slowly and painfully found himself talentless, and the shadow of
that failure never left him.
Williamson did what he always did
when frustrated. He went out to the club, drank as much as he could afford, and
tried to cheat on his wife. He enjoyed the sense of power he felt when he slept
with another woman. He had only been successful a few times, a bad percentage
considering how often he felt hopeless, powerless, and alone. He stood in the
doorway, flanked by security guards paying him no attention. He clutched his
drink, trying to finish it quickly before he went outside to smoke, but the
vodka tonic soured in his stomach. He checked his watch, as if waiting for an
alarm clock to beep at a specific time and wake him from this nightmare. He
turned around to find Hamlin the artist, the product, the talent, the
millionaire attempting to push by him. He glared at Hamlin and did not move.
Despite the sighting of the
body in Seward
Park,
no forensics team canvassed the forest, and no detective came near the case. It
was based on the word of a nine year old, and if Hamlin was involved in any
way, all the better the corpse went unseen in the woods.
Beside Williamson stood his
business partner Freddy Jones. His system full of cocaine, he kept peeking
around Williamson, flitting over one shoulder, then the other, looking for an
escape to the rain drops flaring in the streetlights outside. His only place of
sanctuary was the studio, where he created the best beats in the city. The
problem with Jones, as Williamson knew all too well, was that his drug problem
would never leave him, and the drugs so compounded his introvertedness that he
would never succeed in the music business the way he should, considering his
talent. Jones made the beat for Spaceman’s “I Got That”, a genius, multilayered
track that would make heads nod across the country if Williamson could sign
Spaceman and release the song. Jones normally avoided public spaces, but
tonight Williamson coaxed him downtown with the promise of a mound of coke.
A man claiming to be Hamlin’s
brother called several local Seattle television stations saying that Hamlin was
involved in the killing. The police were unable to track him down. The call
seemed to come from somewhere utterly beyond police jurisdiction.
Hamlin tried to shoulder past
Williamson without really seeing him, his posse pushed Jones to the curtained
wall. He politely suppressed his annoyance and said, “Excuse me”. But
Williamson didn’t budge.
A young couple said they saw a
man covered in blood wandering through Seward Park. They were on a trail
heading into a clearing and they heard him singing a song they had never heard
before. They glimpsed him through the foliage standing hunched over holding his
midsection, staring at them, dripping blood. They remembered most of the words.
Among Hamlin’s posse was Joseph
Peters, a childhood friend. Peters flew to Seattle from Memphis a few days
earlier to see Hamlin play professional football for the first time. Hamlin and
Peters were inseparable after a bizarre and terrifying incident when they were
fifteen. They drove around drinking beer one muggy Memphis afternoon when
Peters stopped his mindless coasting to pick up a kid Hamlin didn’t recognize.
The kid gave them a few directions, then pulled a glock from his hoodie
kangaroo pocket and fired three rounds at a pedestrian. Hamlin didn’t remember
where the pedestrian was hit, only blood spraying on the sidewalk and the
shooter’s laughter.
Hamlin’s brutal hit on Stallworth
had reminded him of that day. He often thought about Peters’ friend when he was
on the field. The memory generated anger in him, a pitiless fury that led him
to his victims, the opposing players thinking they can score on him and make
him a fool.
Williamson turned on Hamlin and
told him to stop pushing. Hamlin repeated his wish to be excused, a familiar
feeling of professionalized anger rising in his liver, an anger that his old
college coach at Arkansas told him to nurture if he wanted to succeed in the
NFL. An emotion he normally kept entirely contained in the thick white lines
around the football field.
Tempers often flare up so
quickly that those involved can’t recall all the escalations that lead to
violence. The old anger Hamlin buried in his teenage years returned, this time
uncontrolled. It felt like a new drug shot through him. Hamlin punched
Williamson in the nose. The crowd of smokers cleared a path across the sidewalk
to the street. Jones, who had somehow held off Hamlin’s crew, saw Williamson
stagger back from Hamlin’s punch, his hand clasped to his broken nose. Jones,
full of coke, energy, and strength, picked up a ‘no parking’ sign lying on the
sidewalk and bashed Hamlin’s skull with it. The first blow knocked Hamlin off
of his feet, and the second made an awful crunching sound.
Jones and Williamson escaped
while Peters and the rest of Hamlin’s entourage crowded around the unconscious
fallen star. Hamlin bled out of his ears on the pavement. That is what Hamlin’s
girlfriend Laura Payton recalls most vividly, the blood leaking out of Hamlin’s
ears into a widening rain divoted puddle. Minutes later howling police cars
arrived with an ambulance in tow. Hamlin’s injuries were severe: a cracked
skull, bruised brain tissue, a small blood clot, and a fractured hand from
punching Williamson. He was in critical condition for three days.
An eyewitness told Seattle
Police that she saw three men pull up to the Black Dahlia Records studio late
one night. Two of them went in and came out supporting Freddy Jones between
them. Jones appeared to be unconscious, according to the witness. When shown
mugshots she recognized Joseph Peters. She was the last person to see Jones
alive. When the police asked her to testify in trial, she refused and
disappeared.
Hamlin sat out the Seahawks
Super Bowl season after the altercation.
He walked out of Harborview
hospital into the arms of Payton and his mother, who had flown to Seattle from
Memphis to wait by her son.
She could tell her son had
changed after the head trauma, as if some wiring had been jostled around. He
seemed quieter. The pent up anger Hamlin used on the field seemed to lurk just
under the surface of his eyes. He was unconscious for twenty-eight hours, and
no one knows, not even Hamlin, what his mind was up to in its emergency state.
The first thing Peters noticed
was the tapping. Hamlin would tap on his food tray. One fingernail against the
hard plastic. He didn’t appear to notice, the finger seemed to tap on its own,
as if trying desperately to send a message in Morse Code. He wouldn’t talk
about the night in the club to his mother, whenever she asked she only got his
eyes, which looked like they hid embers of anger behind their dark brown
irises.
Peters listened to Hamlin’s
muttering when his mother went to the hotel to sleep. Hamlin kept saying things
like “disrespected me”. Peters listened.
When Hamlin was released,
Peters didn’t contact him for several months. People said he returned to
Memphis. What exactly Hamlin said to Peters remains a mystery, but one night
Troy Williamson’s only friend Freddy Jones went missing.
Spaceman eventually signed with
Black Dahlia Records. “I Got That” was never released. Jones’s body was never
found, and Hamlin never spoke about the incident at the club again, nor will he
say what he told Peters at the hospital.
Hikers sometimes are lost in
Seward Park, especially in winter when darkness falls around four in the
afternoon. They all find their way out, but some say they can hear someone
rapping an unfamiliar song in the forest at night. Otherwise the dead man in
Seward Park keeps to himself.
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